Wednesday, December 31, 2003

is it that when sometimes.. u dont meet up or wht u are somehow apart from pple? bah i dont know la.
prolly goin out with mom to her company's chalet?!.. same old place costa sands at east coast. =\ nvm i'll jus starve myself with food n jus sit in front of e tv.. since there's nt much pple there tat i know.

thinkin of camp's eny party.. gotta pay too. kaee nvms. neng shen jiu shen. spendin so much of parents money. =x as if my parents are earnin tonnes billion.. hahahs i WISH! mom's fren's children are goin.. wonder if they cud b smuggled in n play pool.. shall see! tsk tsk.

ytsd nite was e best nite tat i slept.. so damn tired.. n dav msged me.. sth happened..=( things get better i hope. wahhas..
crazy mel's goin koo koo!

happy new year pple!! gawdd.. i miss cp n su. it's like a million yrs since i last saw em.. su's like e last person i hug xP

Tuesday, December 30, 2003

tuition was alright.. jus that e kids are so talkative =s. their science books are like so colourful n all can! wahh.. mostly all filled with pics. txt or so borin.. common sense. n they know it. gawdd. gettin em to do e work was like ages.. talk talk talk. lols. they hate sci. tsk tsk.

sorrie gurls. su n glo who were tryin to call me. sorry arhs.. their study room's undergrnd. totally no reception!.. only when i went higher up.. msges started comin in.. hehs.. yepps.

dad n his fren painted e living room. whole house stink! gawdd. tired tired!!
it was my piano t-cher that woke me up. =x mann. tat's like so bad. 9am woke up... tot it was like 10.30am!! hees.. she asked me to go for exams..=( mann. i dont want to.. we'll see. gotta help dad la. he's such a irritant
chalet was great. well not many peeps from my class went. steffi n i were e only 2 girls from e2. alfred was there?! yong tat.. melvin. wells, least some xtra peeps to spice things up?! hahas. since e moment i went i started eatin.. even on e way to play pool =x manda called me a glutton!! gawdd. bu fei shi jia! sharks.

piano teacher called when i was on my wae to e chalet. erhs.. lesson at 10am tmr??! imagine. can i wake up?! gawdd i've got to. at 12pm i've gt tuition with e kids. gotta b a lil fierce. cos i was like friendly n all at e camp!! *sucha nice gurl* blehs yepps. i'm like so tired. i actually ran like a distance back to e chalet aft playin pool. my pool skills has improved!! wohoos. wahhahs. cos manda's dad has reached. he's so nice to fetch us back home man.. xP

jeremy's goin yj. maya's goin to cj. liming's goin vj. who else?.. these are e few i can rmbr.
gawdd. su gurlfren's chao smart! she managed to get e pic on her blog... nice nice!! hee. taken by ME at zara changin room. =p hahas.. cp's was tryin out e tube she bought. lols.

gonna bath now.. act' came online to change my blog thingy.. but decided to blog so yapps. gotta slp early!!! havin like insomia these daes =( haiss.. take care peeps ciaos! (:

Monday, December 29, 2003

You're Joan Brandwyn(Julia Stiles).
You're Joan Brandwyn(Julia Stiles).
You're the dream daughter,model student,ideal
friend and perfect girlfriend.You're charming
and intellectually curious.While you're very
traditional,you are open to new ideas.when
considering anything,you weigh all your options
carefully before deciding what you really want.


Which Mona Lisa Smile character are you?
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hmmx.. hey nt bad. she's smart!! but i'm nt. =x bwahhh.. it's jus a quiz right.. *self-consoling*

Saturday, December 27, 2003

went town with mom todae. shop of cny.. lil early?.. but who cares. since she said shop then shop! wahhas. got my toss skirt.. n this wrap arnd skirt. n a mng top.. e one i wanted was no longer there! =( sobs.. tat mng top's like one's with sleeve n e other w/o. hahas. gawdd.. n it's strapless bra again! hate it.. it's alwaes like droppin mann.. anyone who noes if there's any strapless bra that cud really STAY.. tell me yay! heehees =D

cny's like less than a mth awae. goes well for su's bdae! ;) eny countdown party i'm nt goin.. imagine e crowd! omg. hahas. stay home n watch e tv?.. watchin tay ping hui.. wHooos. love him!
class chalet seems like i'm e only one in my clinque goin?... cp nt very sure if she's able to make it. but jus hope to see e guys n all. noe wht they're doin now. at least. it's prolly e first n last gatherin. everyone's gonna b bzy soon.. END OF YR... *fear* pout. really damn sian now...
gonna slp soon?! haha. wanna blog sth.. hehs

watched seredipity on christmas.. thanx to mel that she reminded me bout it. all else i really had forgotten all bout it! tHANx! bwahhas. that's e nxt vcd or dvd i'm gonna get. hmm vcd i guess (it's cheaper =x) tsk tsk.

they believed in fate n sort. thou e couple were so far apart n only met for only hrs. they fell so deeply in love with each other.. soooo nice. sweet. n each of em really went to e xtreme of findin each other. (= love that part.
so so sweet n nice hmmx. alright.. gotta tuck in NOw! n on my wae to lala land! yaper yaper dooooo...!
am JUST done with daven's blog. help him change his skin. whew.. kinda took me hrs. this is e second one tat i change. cos e first one was like ugly.. with white backgrnd n all.. so search for another skin. so yapps! bedtime!!! wheee
shud i even blog todae?.. i'm far too lazee. anws changed blog's song. a lil rock?! =D

woke up at 3pm.
wanted to meet mel.. she's bzy n crazy with wht she was doin. hahas
went to collect my glasses. 8) n i love it!
back home.
mom brought me for dinner. vegetarian food =p~ yumms
went popular at amk to buy assesment books for e kids.
back home.. slackin n wantin to slp.

cheers to su.. n cp? got a job at bum eqpt!.. well, long hrs of job may seem suckie.. but bear with e it.. for e money sake. all so broke hurrs =) have fun kaeee.. don have that thought tat it's longgg. yeaa.. take care gurls. *huggs* when's e nxt time i'm seein em? =~(

Friday, December 26, 2003

uploaded e xmas pics.. gonna get some slp very soon. imagine i dint even take a nap! hahas. so strong!! =))

Thursday, December 25, 2003

first thing first....


          happy 19th birthdae HANDSOME dav!!! (:



hooray!! n merry christmas to all!! it's also my cousin's bdae. =\ i tot hers was on e eve. but it's e same as dav.. =p n i think my pri skl fren too! hahas. so many peeps bdae falls on e birth of jesus too yea. (=

wonderful marvelous dae it was ytsd.. to think tat we count down christmas oppo bishan mrt bus stop?! well, it was nice still. met john n alfred for dinner at sakae. their service are like.... bad?.. to think we've gotta pay for it! hmphfs. quite bzy time also.. but shud double up or wht. givin wrongs orders.. we gotta go off early cos we're takin other peeps seats.. n yet e food come only 1/2hr ltr?! left with only 35-40mins to eat. =x loads of catchin up there wit e guys. hahas. stupid john.. he's like a wasabi craze?! gawdd. *disgustin pig*

hopin to catch colours of sound.. but it seems everywhere's so booked n full. sianss.. so we bought tix for mona lisa smile at j8 from ps. *cool* n headed down to bishan!! mona lisa smile's nice nice.. sweet, hmmx farnie la. if ure watchin it with me.. sittin beside me. su noes tat, right?! hahas i've got urge of flyin off to somewhere snowie. =) lols thinkin of someone so far awae from u.. *blehs* yepps. nice, sweet, romatic? yesh romantic.. gonna catch colours of sound.. if nt.. e vcd shud b out very soon!.. by e time e movie ended.. was bout 11.40?.. wanted to go home from there. seemed tat there isnt any friggin bus tat brings me to amk?! only 13 n 156 seem to b "workin". so went to cp's place... we walked there alright! hahas. longggg but fun.. i even tot of hitch-ridin. =p with e alcoholic drinks we bought.. haha alright man.. we girls looked older than we seem to b?! xP managed to get e drinks.. makan at cp's place.. drank. for me n cp.. we got RED really easy. hahs. (healthy) unlike su. she's like nv eva red.. sayin she isnt drank. she drank e most okaees. crazy gurl. really mad we went.. hahas.. huggs.. kisses? wanted to take a pic su "actin" to kiss me.. but lookin into her eyes.. gawdd! jus cant help but LUFF! cant imagine myself.. lookin at a girl kissin me?.. wahhas. but did we in e end? yes? no? i dont know.. in e su got drank aft drinkin e tiger. last one. lyin on e kitchen floor slpin. hahas. she cant stand or walk properly.. doin stupid poses?! wahhas. cp was gettin hornie?! oh no.. hahhas.

suppose to go glo's church.. she gave me 29 missed calls! sorrie cant wake up.. am really tired. mom came to fetch me from cp's place... she was drivin her company's van?! mom's like power!! hahas. went amk central to get some stuff. yea yea.. gonna get my room painted!! chose purple.. light purple. (: whee!!
i want food!!! arghs.

i'm tired. i'm hungry. i dint have enuff slp!
i'm tired. i'm hungry. i dint have enuff slp!
check it out now,
i want my dinner!
check it out now,
i want my frens!
check it out now,
i want my santa!
whoooo VIVIAN!!!

hehes.. sth from camp. been usin it whenever i like it.. blehs

i love u, u love me. let's gang up n kill barney
with a bish n a bash n barney's on e floor
no more purple dinosaur!
sang this on cp's bed with su n cp. (: hahahs.

Wednesday, December 24, 2003

stayed home did laundry!! hoorays. (: wrapped all e pressies. whews. gave tammie hers. hehs. she like em!! hers jus simple simple one =x
did ironin n watch S.W.A.T at e same time. it's nice nice!! but it's like this guy's body got cut into half by tat runnin train. *ewks* almost cried cos it was jus far too.. u noe! arghhs.
tmr's e eve or rather it's e eve of christmas!! cant wait to give em their pressie. lols meetin su n cp first tmr. su's doin her shoppin!! mom gave her money.. suppose tat her pressie for x'mas? shoo gddie! ;] then meet glo, john, n alfred at 5.45pm. prayin hard there's a place where there's food n cheap for us to eat..!! all are hell broke. dams. hate it! arghhhh.
bah! still with me arnd.. n e gurls.. it's gonna b fun babeh!! yeahh.. hahhas..

cousin wants to talk to mom. mann.. friggin shits. it's my turn to use e com.. so diff to use e com now alrights. hais.. m i alwaes bein a slave for pple? helpin pple n yet get nth in return? it isnt tat i expect STH... but a thank you at least. is tat LOTSSs that i'm askin for?! no!... thanx a basic courtesy alright.. *roll eyes* iyah whteva la.

Tuesday, December 23, 2003

had this sudden urge of eatin chawamushi! =p~ no no.. i'm broke. shall nt. (:
rmbred i saw lionel at amk mrt todae on my way to bishan. he no longer have tat dudey look anymore!!! =( hahas. nt as tan. but he still look bout da same la.
lionel's like my first crush from sji? lols. cant rmbr start from where.. but ya quite a friendly guy. rmbr i rmbr seein his shoe.. reebok shoe on 132 bus.. n at SYF prac saw e same one.. tat's him! lols.. so dam coincidence hurrs?! (x hahas. dint call him.. was jus watchin him goin further n further away..

gonna slp soon.. pressie half way wrapped. man. room's chao superb messy! mom's gonna scream n all. clothes!! arghs. hate it.. wish "my maid, auntie grace cud come back to work for us!!!" -pouts-

Monday, December 22, 2003

yea!! msealsmusic's uploadin thingy is "up"!! uploaded e music i want. hmmx part of e lyrics. at e bottom.. (: love it. kinda slow somehow. once i listened to it n cried =~( hehes.. n another song!!! hahas. but someone once had it.. quite saddie songs la. lovey doovey. hehes. buttttttt i love em all!
hmmx kinda so lazee to blog these daes. once i get home i'm tired. shoppin for christmas pressie.. interviews. well for those peeps i'm gettin.. not much only cgvs.. for "others". it's like when i'm workin. damn. hate it. xmas season n yet i'd b givin late pressies. shits. *sorries peeps!* don worry. means i've got more time to shop n all. hahahs. mann i really hope e gurls will love e pressie. hahas. slept at 4am.. doin.. gotta wrap it tmr. wash my laundries. n wht else? stayin home e whole dae tmr. gawdd. i'm gonna b out from wed-sun. =x n i dun even have $!!!! lalala. suckie. shall nt eat then? or wht la. anything. i'm eatin too much n growin fat anws. so shall stop! hahas. nt gonna blog much. am tired..chat chat chat awae!! *yawns*

Sunday, December 21, 2003

youhoo!.. out with gloria todae! (: finally.. meet cp n su before startin e "shoppin" n everything. we set off from bishan together. hahahs. so coincidence.. yeaa i cgvs! xP cp n su went for interviews. *hope they'd get a job from all of em* whole lotsa fun with tat gurl again. at taka n all. hahas. tried some tops at mango. love em!! mann. n a skirt from toss. well too broke to get those now la. so i bloody hell need a job la can?! arghs.. come come who wants a worker!!!?? hehes =p

meet up with cp n su arnd like 5++ at heeren. we took pic with this man.. dressin up like an eagle?! half naked?! gawdd. his boobies are so built up!! hahahas! then it was makan time. sushi ondo again!! hahas. yummies. then tummie formed =x gawdd. made our wae to yishun for this interview thingy tat's like $10/hr! gd money lo. but parents dun allow. cos we're suppose to promote their food at pubs. till like 2.30am. parents doesnt allow me to work.. sayin dangerous n all. so concern hurrs. of cos! hehs. so yea not workin lo. hais.. callin some other jobs tmr.. n shall see which one need to go down for interview then go another shoppin spree wit e gurls (: gloria has prolly got all her stuff mann!! big bags arnd places.. esp aft shoppin at j8! wahhas. aights..

pressies. almost settled for 1/2 of e peeps. n need more $ to buy others.. pouts. goin crazee!.. spendin so much money already. arghs. sharksss! even tat eagles award money wud b returnin money to pple. =( hmmx. nvm la. others come first before me.. things i want ltr?! yea yea.. alrights.. gotta get bzy with stuff. upload pics.. ayes.. blog stuff...;)

Saturday, December 20, 2003

music playin': bon jovi- it's my life

todae was greatt! went to ikea n queensway. saw lotsa bottoms tat i like.. jeans. nice!! shirts.. nt many. quite plain n simple ones. some are ugly but ex lo! gawdd. nvms. tat's for myself. tat can wait. went to ikea.. some stuff for pressies. su prolly guess one. but there's more la. yay. havent really tot of wht for individual of em. gawdd. no money n shits. took $150 from dad n it's like gone?! been out so often spendin so much money. so badd!!!

dad called todae. told him where m i. n asked me if i wanna go home. i want...but dint tell him anything. jus i dont know. but i am tmr!!! yipee!! wake up tmr.. n hope on 132.. back home!! yeahhs. miss dad lots. he said sth tat made me really sad. cried.. jus sat at one of e showroom at ikea.. fren's bro was wit me. kinda gave him a shock somehow. =x but was fine soon. he said i was craze.. n imaging me out with my frens? well he jus dont noe my frens are as crazee!!! wahhas. i'm jus a lil crazier thou =p hehes.
so it's home sweet homen my dog wud b so happy ta see me manns! of cos. hehs *thick-skinned*

hahas. hmmx christmas is comin. 2003's endin. so fast! lazee to blog already! tat's for now..

Friday, December 19, 2003

music playin': jay chou- ban shou ren

still online?! yay =x like guiji lots. act' quite lotsof jay's songs aft seein his concert. dan intro this song to me FIRST! hahas. givin me all e lyrics..cos jay's mumblin.. yeaa here it is. sang this at cp's place.. lyin on her bed.. karaok session. *winks* like it!! hahas. well guess i don listen to chi songs. but only to jay n stef sun's. e only 2 chi singers tat i listen. (:
cOol.. great voice.. full of talents. iyohs! so smart. cant tahan em.. xP
gonna stay in hse. job findin.. then gather e info till mayb nxt week. gettin tired.. hope i cud use e com tmr? hmmx so not at home. bAH! anything la. so long as i'm in singapore.. my HOME!

gonna go out to ikea!! woots! (: tired n slpy.. yawnsieee

Gui Ji

Zen Me Yin Cang , Wo De Bei Shang , Shi Qu Ni De Di Fang

Ni De Fa Xiang , San De Cong Mang , Wo Yi Jing Gen Bu Shang

Bi Shang Yan Jing , Hai Neng Kan Jian

Ni Li Qu De Hen Ji , Zai Yue Guang Xia Yi Zhi Zhao Xun Na Xiang Nian De Shen Ying

Ru Guo Shuo Fen Shou Shi Ku Tong De Qi Dian , Na Zai Zhong Dian Zhi Qian

Wo Yuan Yi Zai Ai Yi Bian , Xiang Yao Dui Ni Shuo De

Bu Gan Shuo De Ai , Hui Bu Hui You Ren Ke Yi Ming Bai

Wo Hui Fa Zhe Dai , Ran Hou Wang Ji Ni , Jie Zhe Jin Jin Bi Shang Yan

Xiang Zhe Na Yi Tian , Hui You Ren Dai Ti , Rang Wo Bu Zai Xiang Nian Ni

Wo Hui Fa Zhe Dai , Ran Hou Wei Wei Xiao , Jie Zhe Jin Jin Bi Shang Yan

You Xiang Na Yi Bian , Ni Wen Rou De Lian , Zai Wo Wang Ji Zhi Qian

Xin Li De Yan Lei , Mo Hu Le Shi Xian , Ni Yi Kuai Kan Bu Jian
hmm everyone's slpin cept for me =x miss my dog. at somewhere now. dammns miss home. esp mua donnie. =~(

went out for dinner with mom n cousin. cousin n i ate at sushi ondo.. 19 plates! can u believe it. gawdd. aft eatin i jus feel like pukin' le okaee. gawdd! but it was yummie! service was slow.. tat gurl first few daes there only. yeahh.

nth much. mann.. i'm so so sorrie for nt even sayin gdbye =( sudden hang of this com i'm using. urghhs.
nth else.. `sick of everything. tryin to b happy. but when come to my dog.. i'd jus naturally tear?.. in e trainn all. pouts. prolly see him tmr or wht. =) yay.

few moredaesto christmas n yet..bought nth.. jus thinkin of wht to buy.so broke.. not lookin fwd to it. isnt a gd yr to end off man! =s ugly ugly one!

Thursday, December 18, 2003

whee! start of e dae n i'm like happy happy!! msgin msgin awae. blehs. love it. tat's a gd start yay? yes it is!!! lalalas. rushin packin stuff. brought my dog down. i miss him. when i got outta hse was tearin a lil. i love him too much la. he'd b so lonely now. =( without me.

meet e girls.. su was late due to some reason. hahas. saw glen, he did this tower thingy usin satay sticks. very very nice. nt easy either. but i guess he did it for sam of wht yay. =) great time with e girls. found some assesments. drag mom n she'd pay for it first. suli got her jay's concert vcd. n there's this figurin in it kaee. we stripped him!! he has china man longg socks can. gawddd. how corny!! =p now spendin time at cp's place. su's tryin her contacts.. cp's a assistant. nt bad mann!

congrats to john n alfred. have 8pts n 6pts respectively. gawdd. tat makes me even scared for my o's results.. how if i get like 40+?! *faints* seriously. so much regrets for playin so much durin sec3 hols.. slackin n all shits. why isit that when pple n me myself.. do stuff. come to e end n have regrets bout e stuff. pouts. =s oh no!!! arghhhs. damn shittie. hope todea wud b really nice yay.
music playin': dan hill- smtimes when we touch *wink*

well, was cryin earlier.. family probs. hais. this family's gonna break down le. cry cry cry. anything else i can help? NO! finee.. whteva tat e adults wanna do. how they're gonna settle it's their damn fuckin prob. dont wanan do anything. but but. iyahs! dunno la. so many things are screwed up..

jobless suddenly.. so much of hangin there waitin for pple to call -pouts- lookin out for more. waitin for e kids to b back from hols. family's like this. wht else?... fullstop tat's wht i hope. mom was cryin too?.. cried with her.. kinda stopped her from cryin. *small lil whee* thank god i was talkin to *him. hee. put things aside for e moment.. nt gonna think much bout e prob now.. ^heck^ can i do tat? lalalas. dunno. nth much i can do. let mom decide. (:
no matter how sad i am. i wud still carry tat smile on my face arnd. cos e dae wont b gloomy no matter wht yay! hees.

hyatt's job's off! most prob. (hangin there) management sucks like hell too la. arghs. nvms! went cartel for interview but they were too bzy?! saw aud there. lols.. suli like her hair. "aud! tell me which shop aights?!" too bzy so aud told us to go off first cos they're too bzy to interview pple. kkaee then got my NALGENE water bottle.. which is back in town. yeaa!! hahas.

opened e letter box. was thinkin.. non wud b my letter so jus dump e whole pile on e table. when mom came home she checked. she was like aye there's ur letter u cant open it urself?! wht edusave one?! i'm like huhs?!.. so she opened it. it's e EAGLES award!! $150.. quite happy. tat's fro being councillor in gyss. hee. thanxxie mann. tat money gotta pay back a for my hp. mom's fren helped me to pay it first..keep e 50?.. mayb lo. gotta give parents a treat somedae. alwaes takin money from em. nt very gd. when i get my first pay.. part of it goes to em! yeaa. so filial rights?! *buay tahan* hahahas!

gonna meet su n cp tmr. meetin for lunch n gettin pirates of carribean dvd n my cam from su too. yeaa! cool. fri's free.. sat's e christmas party. gonna take pics with e kids mann. then sun meetin glo!.. cOol.. loveee all of em. (=
2 kids called me todae. one's even more best?! call me n ask some riddle!?? i was like omg!! piangs. she's nuts. i dint give this kid my num. dunno how she got it. i gave e more guai ones.. *favvie ones* hahas. wrote their autogrph mah. hahas. miss em too. iyohs!..

my dae todae was so "happenin". with e girls.. happy... tat's HIGH... when i'm home.. tat's LOW.. now a lil of high n low =| wht isit man?.. high cos i'm chattin with su.. jus chatted with erhhs. someone!.. =p wAhh. alrights.. tat's all to ystd kids! *wink*
music playin': gil ofarim- goodbye
do some stupid quizzie. ripped from su's blog. need to calm myself down. kaee..

+ Basics +
Are you emotional :: quite. hmm more than quite. less than yes.
Do songs make you cry? If so, name a few :: yess. endlessly, find me
What about movies :: some really sad.. touchin ones.
What emotion do you usually feel :: irritance

+ Sadness +
What does it take to make you cry your heart out :: sth tat make me really sad. there's nth much i cud do bout it.
How many times have you done that :: more than ur toes n fingers... =(
Where do you cry :: my room. a corner..
Do you hate crying :: noo..
Do you like it when others cry :: erhhs. e kids.. hahas.
Do you think tears make eyes look pretty :: no! puffy rounded eyes. makin my eyes even smaller!
Who looks good when they cry :: no one!! *dumb*
How else do you express sadness :: sulk..walk away alone.
Are you sad all the time :: duh! no.. then i'd b ms sadie rights..

+ Anger +
What does it take to make you mad :: when i'm unhappy with tat thingy or person.
What do you do when you're angry :: scold. curse tat thingy..
How short is your temper :: quite short?.. i dont know..hee
How long does it take you to calm down :: 15mins? an hr? depends who e person is. an hr + for my bro's case. heh
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad :: lots?! cant rmbr.. =p
Do you freak out when others are angry :: hmmm nt much?
Has anyone ever recommended anger management to you :: wahhas. nono!.. i can control it muaself aights
What's the worst thing someone's done to make you mad :: hmmx nt much. i dont know. see my mood?..
Do you anger people :: ooo yea~ =x

+ Joy +
How often are you happy :: when i'm not angry or sad! hehs
What makes you happy :: dear besties! (: glo, su, cp. dav, mel N dAn =p tsk tsk.
What do you do when you're happy :: enjoy e presence wit em arnd. joke bout pple. luff at others. etc
How optimistic are you :: alright. tryin to b pesismistic. look on e right side of life
Do happy people make you mad :: huhs?..
What's the worst thing someone can do while they're happy :: go crazee. outta their mind. lol *tat's me? =x*
Ever been so happy you were dying to tell everyone :: of cos!
Ever been so happy you cried :: ohh yea
Do you smile a lot :: yapps! (: <--- see! ahhas
Kiss people a lot:: my dog? alright la... save e best for e last. u noe. hahas
Who really makes you happy :: my dog. glo, su, cp, dav, mel n dan!! lovee em.
Do you like doing things for people when you're happy :: yesssh!

+ Fear +
What do you do when you're scared :: shut my eyes tight. scream?.. blah~
What scares you :: lizards! *ewk*
Do you like scaring people :: ermm.. YEA!
Do you like the trill of being frightened :: smtimes only. heh
Does fear accompany anger in your case :: not really
Ever been so scared you couldn't breathe :: no way!
How often do you panic :: not much...
What's the one thing that scared you more than anything else EVER :: losing my dog, family, dearest frenssss.. *him
What do you do to calm your nerves :: *him. hehes.. dog waggin his tail. lookin as if to entertain me.
Do rollercoasters scare you :: yess. *pukes* now.. alright. bit scared thou.

+ The strongest emotion +
What song never fails to get your strongest emotions going :: michael jackson- heal e world
Movie :: e sound of music! hahas
Commericial :: carlsberg!! I LOVE U BABY!! wahahhas
Person :: glo, su, cp, dav, mel n dan, mom, dad, jack(cousin-in-law)
Thing : precious thingy?.. yeahh hahas
Sight :: mUm mUm!! bed! pets!
Sound :: music!!
Food :: anything~~
Thing you're looking forward to/want :: job, meetin up with mel, frens tmr, glo, gettin my wanted digicam.. lots.. =(

+ What do you do +
When the emotion suck :: complain bout it?.. curse..? =x
When the emotion rocks :: jump! *whee!* u noe.. hahahs
When there's no emotion :: stone? lols

+ Would you rather +
Never feel again :: no..
Feel loneliness or anger for the rest of your life :: duh. no!
Be happy forever and never experience bad times :: nopes. life's nv a st8 one.. there are alwaes happy n bad times. tat makes life so full of colour.. (:
Cause misery :: no!.. sadistic.. *roll eyes*
Feel misery :: *roll eyes* dun anws dumb ques
Be alone :: smtimes. mayb when ure alone's better? loner... i, me, myself. LONERRR? kaee crazee!
Be with everyone you know :: yessh! love to. alwaes b with em. keepin em company. so long as they're happy. so will i.

+ Who +
Cheers you up more than anyone else :: *him
Angers you more than anyone else :: no one..
Scares you more than anyone else :: ghost?!
Makes you think about your emotions more than anyone else :: *him
Makes you really care about how they feel and what they think :: glo, su, cp, dav, mel n him! wahahs.

Tuesday, December 16, 2003

woke up sorta early this morning. quite used to wakin up early in e camp (: n also due to some stomache! mus b e roadside ice cream i ate ytsd! damnns. lols. anyways, woke up earlier than my bro!!! wohoos. usually i'm e latest =P

went to makan.. n went to SIR cos bro's has to extend his passport in case that we would wanna go overseas or whts. mom took leave n dad overslept.. so dint go work. hehs. was much of a family outin. aft so so so long!! =x at last. then went to toa payoh cos dad has to get some new pants for himself at work. parents bought like 4 boxes of durians!! gawdd. kinda gettin sick of it. e smell. *puke* but mom loveee it. crazee her!..she's damn farnie todae. embarrassin too. fOol really. hahas

whee! got sth to look for to ltr.. *winkie* n tmr.. blahh blahhs.. sat n sun!! wohoos. bOoked. =)

some anonymus person called todae. sounds like a girl..lil girl. this is how e conversation goes..

caller: hello vivian jie jie!
me: oo hello!
caller: how are u?!
me: erhh very gd!!
me: erhhh who are u?~
caller: zhen long...
me: zhen long?!?!
caller: yess alvin!..
me: OOORrrhHH!! alvin!!
caller: *in chi* cant teach lil kids to play with fire orh!
me: yes yes!!..
blah blah.. told him bout e christmas party this sat. wahhahs. gonna see e kids again! gonna bring my cam! blehs. xP

nt bad yay?! there's this lil sense of sastisfactory in me. kids still do rmbr us.. some bother to call. hahas. least i know that they noe our existance. n dint much forgot bout us yet! muahhahahahs. cool. lookin fwd to everythingy!!

smtimes things in life there's up n down. things may screw up. pple might not b happy with another. think bout e times that u had with tat person.. or e grp. fun, laughter, sorrows... blahs. goes well for a relationship n frenship. there are e up n down in em. things are nv striaght in life i guess. it'd nv b gooooDDDD thru out or badddd.
wht i see things now is b happy.. with pple arnd. enjoy their presence, be with em. probs may appear or wht.. try to solve it.. if not..hmms if things gonna be tat way then yea~. *anything!;whatever* but jus gotta see which situation can use tat whteva attitude. judge by urself tat sort. gawdd.. i seriously hope my bro aint gonna use e com at 12am lo. arghhs. see hows (=
doze off while watcin "home in toa payoh". =\ too tired hurrs. lol. gonna get back to slp soon.

havent started workin yet. gotta go thru trainin n all. wells, it's like some sort not confirmed whether we're hired. *damns* but if they then dint bother to hire us. why bother tellin us so much n bringin us arnd right?... so we'd prolly get it mann! always look on e bright side of life

planned to come home on sundae. aft e campfire. but decided to stay ova n help to move e stuff back to e cc. yeshh i did. dint regret stayin. there were more fun n all. hahhas. those peeps tat stayed behind..are SPECIAL.. hahas. gettin e camp tee. but changin e colour n all. so it's like LIMITED ED man!! keWl!
for this camp MUMBO this yr. call me thick skinned or wht. but i think i put in lotsa effort this yr. like leadin e cheers. leadin songs for e whole camp at sentosa.. hahas. wht i see myself is.. my grp need lotsa help.. instructors in my grp are quite "new" in a sense. dont know how to push kids.. so my job i gave myself. push e kids. gather them neatly in twos. lead e cheer. entertain em. so once that they gotta wait at a place. my mind wud start to think wht to do n teach em. (:
got quite pissed off when my grp was bout to perform n all instructors were crowdin at e front.. n kids behind.. were running to e stage.. n i'm e only one guardin em. that i raised up n shouted like : "instructors! gather e kids..." then there was help! gdie...
met mel on e trip to sentosa. once when i jus reached sentosa. e other time was when e kids are to settle down at e monorail station.. waitin for dinner. helped her to do e survey. n got this "kiki" keychain?! gawdd. ugly lehs. so gave it to kids. =p

nt gonna blog much bout e camp. all else.. i'd b writin some essay!? i've still got e energy to meet up with cp n su aft goin to cc n all. slept at arnd 4 last nite. thou i slept like only a few hrs.. but when come to doin stuff. u'd jus wake up! but now.. my energy level's down. e camp's jus superb dooperb fun n enjoyable thou kids were very irritating. but when u see em cry durin e campfire.. heart sinks. =) touched u noe. shows tat our effort in this 3 daes arent in vain!!! hip hip horray!!

watched love actually.. with cp n su. erhs, i slept in e show. but woke up quickly. when pple are luffin, i was slpin. it's quite a nice show.. bit messy thou e storyline. love actually is all around!
okaee dookie. gonna check mails n slp!!! zzzZZZZ recharge mua energy.

Thursday, December 11, 2003

today's great!.. (: brought nephew out. supposedly goin to suntec for some hollywood magic?.. dint exactly know wht isit. n hrd from his godma there's some magic thingy at united sq? so went over.. he played arcade there n saw sec 3 kelly n her fren... keat loon was there?!! i was like.. erHhhs.. jus exchanged smiles. n e attraction at united sq was BARNEY lo.. *peng* hahhas. so yea returned back to e arcade...

then went toys r us. found tat crown again! n i dint know tat united sq has toys r us (: yipee! then went to j8 for this barbie house thingy?.. where his godsiblings was there.. hahas. which added up e fun. took neos with him!! tat crankie lil boy's jus full of craps =) so many cornie poses. but it's cute n nice. hehs. went to his place for dinner aft tat.

yummie crab again... crab walk?.. hehs

camp's ltr... it's like in e morning lo... hate it!!!... gonna go there late.. i want my precious time to slp~~ yawnsies. still it's nv enuff for me xP hahahs. jus feelin tat i need loads of slp nows. camp camp... tiring.. then it's work! pouts. kkaee i jus enjoy durin e camp. since e games are not planned by me!! wheee!

bro's home with my old neighbour who used to stay nxt door. crazy n noisy ppl. hahhas. still gd to see him once again! (: goin to bed soon!!! bedddddddd

if u dont know anything. dont talk n shudd up. (: lalala..

Tuesday, December 09, 2003

aight great! got 2 students for tuition. nephew's godma's children.. they live damn near.. somewhere next to st nix view.. cud take a bus down there. teachin eng, math n sci.

aft o's it's all so much of life changin. out into this workin environment n am giving tuition. never thought of doin all this. it does scare me a lil. like my cousin in law said need to start from somewhere and this is the first stop (: dont know how about i'm gonna do it but yea.. here it is. goin down for a trial on thursday. gotta look thru their books n all. gotta go to popular n look at some assesments.. so gonna bring ken-nephew to popular tmr n take a look.

every story has an end. but in mine, every endin is jus a new beginning.


music playin': b4-4 - endlessly

whee! jus got home. am havin a lil headache now. dont know why.. pout.

woke up at 2.30+pm jus now.. =p somehow got woke up by msges n all. pple callin me a pig! kaee i need ample rest okaee.. all e late nites. imagine durin camp i'd also be slpin at 2, 3 am?! even have shifts to look aft e kids at 5am or wht. mann. am so not lookin fwd to the camp somehow. laundry not done.. one whole bag!! i've gotta pack todae?! gawdd. jus seemed tat there isnt any clothes to pack cos they're all nt washed. =\ damns.

well yepps woke up at 2.30+pm n i came online.. aud msn-ed me.. chatted n all.. she asked me if u noe wanna have lunch together. i jus woke up n havent have my lunch so i agreed! hahas n she was sayin i'm so on. lols. meet her at raffles city where her workplace is. had lunch at subway. n aud had this vege blah?! it's all vege lohh. gawdd.. vege heaven mann. n guess wht she told me when we met.. i changed to so girl le arhs. yea yea. okaee gotta admit. prolly when i'm in pri skl i'm more to e tomboy-ish side hurrs? imagine if i'm stil stayin in a girls' skl?.. i'd become a bung by now. gawdd. wudnt meet my darlins.. hehs. yapps. n aud's goin aust nxt yr with peiqi. so fast.. least she isnt flyin off fast! whews. still yapp, wud meet up another dae with her!
her hair's nice!! n it's only like $55 for cuttin, bleach, dye. it's like damn cheap lohhs. (:
shopped with aud till arnd 5.50pm.. off ta work she went.



went to meet dad at RTC (Raffles Town Club) where he's with his friends there. need to get court shoes for my job n i dint have nuff $ with me. so yeaa.. dragged him to buy it with me so he's e one payin. hahahs. Dad's friends are like corny lahh.. esp one of em, which i used to b very close with.. i reached n he was holdin my hand n kissed.. sayin i'm his like 'darlin'. lols. he's drunk! wahhas.

tmr's e outin with my nephew! bringing him out for this HOLLYWOOD MAGIC in singapore. MOVIE CITY 2003. erhhs. mom gave it to me. no idea wht isit. still haha can u imagine tat i'm bringin my nephew out! my darlin fav nephew. tsk tsk. anything else at suntec?.. hmmx shall see tmr!.. dinner's ova at his place! nephew's godma is cookin. whOOoo.. =P~ yummie!!

Monday, December 08, 2003

k great ytsd stupid farkin blogger was down?!! anws...

ytsd: cut my hair.. went for meeting. we learnt e dance for instructor item. it's a couple dance.. kay, halfway my partner went off.. so danced with my gurl-fren. ayes.. actually girl's are more flexi. hehs xp e song for e dance's mambo no.5! wahhas. gotta prac myself.. hais.
yea! n watched star awards n it's like okae la. xie shaoguang's like gd. so he got 3 prizes.. n TAY PING HUI got in too!! whahas. aight thou his attire look damn simple.. but well gotta see WHO's e one wearin it. gawdd. was like lookin every single action n movement of his.. durin e show he suddenly went off?! ;] then mom was like he gone off already! cos he noe he aint gettin~. damns.

found some songs! to put up online.. then i decided to put up endlessly! cos i simply love it too much hurrs. blehhs. =P

cgvs went out todae!! wahahhas greatttie!! n got e handbag i want. blehhs. i'm like shoutin hungry along e way thou we jus ate lunch? =x hehs so went to sushi ondo to have my "dinner". (:
N N N!!! we found a job!! -whee!- it's at hyatt. hehs.. waitressin sort. saw e uniform. quite ugly.. but iyahs for money.. it's alright. e manager there is corny n farnie manns. hahas. startin work nxt week most prob. gdie!! camp's this weekk.. yipee

tmr.. cp n su wud b comin.. make their blog usin my com.. tsk tsk. so yapps. outin with my dearie nephew wud b postponed to wed!.. thurs e camp... hooray!

Sunday, December 07, 2003

mornin! mornin!.. i'm darn hell sick.. fever.. weak!? n i cant get to bed.. i soo much want to. missing audrey's church i suppose. pouts. sorrie gurl!! arghs. i hate it.

am up now.. changed template, changed e music. to daniel bedingfield- if you're not e one. kenny g's puttin me to slp!!! too soothing i guess. since su put up e lyrics for this song. yea.. here it goes..
nth better to do hurrs. find it fun. i'm crazee!! i'm not tired at all. but i'm sick. my mind's tired. but i jus simply cant slp. i was think of sushi ondo!! =| thinkin of it. cravin for it. AGAIN?! n tat's a yes. wht's with me?!
all can ask mua gurlfriend viv wht she did in sushi ondo regardin da chawanmushi larhs... bwahahahas... yeah..basically..it was just a very simple yet fun day!! <---- this was e thingy tat i'm talkin bout earlier.. a superb toot n dumb thingy.. all thanx to e gurls!!! kaee i was bit BADDd to do tat la huhs. ayes shud up.. but WE gainEDDD n they made a LOST aights!!! silent *hooooray* xP
sth's wrong with my post table... iyohs.. kaee nvm larhhs..
yaper yaper DOooo!! greatttie dae todae!!! out with greatie darlins.. n hehs.. msges msges i've got! wHEEEEee =DDD

aights woke up late to meet e gurls. supposedly to meet em 12.30pm. but i woke up at 12pm =P hehs. lazee kaee. i woke up at 10 actually.. but jus wanna slp more!! *pig* so yay.. in e end meet end only at 1++pm. saw lotsa weirdos peeps at bishan. dunno why. esp this auntie sellin tissue packs?.. sae wht cant find jobs, so help her buy e tissue paper. pLSS!!!.. like i can find huhs.. so wht want me to sit there n sell tissue papers?! wahhas. she can b some cleaner or wht at macs? kfc?..

hehs. went to macs to have our lunch. was great. been ages since i ate macs.. yummies. as great as eva! =p~ all time fav.
went raffles city to look for job.. cafe cartel but they arent hirin already. luckie aud.. she's got e job!.. went to NOOCH, tryin our luck.. hehs. they interviewed us. let us noe by weds. *prays we'd get it* lalalala.. then we went to PS for this leaflet thingy?.. yepps. left our details. then it was our time for shoppin'!!! wHEee!!! hahhas

kaee realised PS has LOADds of new stuff? tat time i went, they were under renovation. yepp so.. tat was LONNNGGGGGG time ago!! went m)phosis. su saw this handbag tat's small but damn nicee!!! gawddd both of us lovee it loadds! quite cheap lehs.. hehs. gonna get it... so tat Xcerssories bag.. i dont want it man! wahhahas. m)phosis slippers are soo nice.. bags.. iyohs! ichiban!

went heeren to take some neos.. wahhas crazee rights? wells tat's US! xp

went back to meridian to take our dinner!.. sushi ONDO *happy su?! =)* i ate quite alot actually. while Q-in this kid stepped on my 'orh chee' toe.. reaction was fast n bit big? pain okaee.. haha. his marmie brought him back to sae sorrie.. he was shy lehs. hahs. but aiya it's alright la lil kids.. accidents. but if it's some fattie ass. i'll poke their ass man! so fat still come n step on me.. wahhas. kaee, wht's with me n fattie ass agains? sorrie but some sicko fat perverts jus eyein on su n cp. for god knows why reason?! he's nutSSS!!! PERVERTO! hehs. yapps. glen sammie, amanda n her bro sellin flowers?! duno why.. nth to do.. no one bought from em!! iyohs.. poor thingys. kind souls like us. bought from em. jus helpin fren. bit dumb but.. like wht they said.. wht are frens for.. lols.

NOE WHT!!! CHUNPING ATE MY DOG's TREAT!!! GOODBOY CHOCO!!!! wahhahs! she ate it!!!!

stupid glo missed all this! hmphfs!
thou glo's missin out all e fun.. but we did tot of her at times yea. =) yapps. this outin was quite jumbled n all. still, it's all e time spent with one another. time's passin so quickly tat i cant even catch up. hopin tat it'd stop n turn back so i'd have more time with em. *i miss em* this time arnd.. there isnt much of ENTERTAINMENT tat we did.. but have fun! searchin for jobs.. n EATTT!! we ate n ate.. lotsa thingys we did. farnie.. stupid thing tat i did at sushi ONDO~.. aights. i'm toot okae.. but we gained from tat! *winks* gawdd. 2003's gonna b ova in 24 daes more?! *freak out*.. my bdae's comin..*whees*
hee.. so fast!!!! arghhhs. wudeva~ jus live life to e fullest n b happy!!!... so long tat i can make pple happy. i'm happy!

ps: tried dog's choco treat. hmms not as sweet as human's.. ayes but it's niceee!!! =p~

Saturday, December 06, 2003

yeaa! e gurls are back! tsk tsk. gloria said she's got sth for us? *fisheeY* hehs. aft havin my pizza... 5/6 of it.. went to cousin in law's place for another round?! tat one really cant tahan.. thou i ate e least =X.. tsk tsk.. crabs, KANGKONG, fIsh.. tou hu?.. isit.. kangkong's reallly hOTTT!!.. wahhas. cousin in law kana choke!! *bleahs* fun with e adults there..

noe wht. ayes, it'd been quite a long time tat i've got a close look at nephew's godpa. bUt~.. sorrie. he looks older now?.. not TATTTTT much of hunkie look. hehs. still he's got gREat tAn!!! =P~ really cool mann. wahhahs. aights.. now, job's to got my chicken nephew to get TANN!!!!... wahahahs. hopeufully he wont b a white chicken mann!! xP nephew cud sing so well... tsk tsk.. lighthouse family fReE.. love him loads..
got some papers from cousin in law.. bout some "gay couples" skinny dippin!! wahahs. gotcha!

out wit e gurls tmrs!! wHee.. ayes.. prays hard cp's mom wont go koo koo?! =XX
gloria gloria.. have a gd gdd rest aights!! hahah have e whole dae of slp.. yes?! (:
gonna bathe.. n turn in soonnnn.. hehs.. gonna sae budbyeee to someone.. =(( aights! no tears.. waitin for ur return!!! wahhahahhas!! take care alrite!! *winkie* zzzZZZ..

Friday, December 05, 2003

youhoo!! su's back in SG!! sAVed.. fang xin.. =) great.. yepps. su! take a damn hell gd rest aights. sure tiring.. everytime i return overseas.. i'd have this feelin of like : "uh! it's jus so great to b back home.." when i'm home.. i wanna get outta sg!? contradicting..

hehs.. yepps. lotsa stuff i wanna buy!! hehs. n pressies of cos! bUrdd.. $.. friggin stupid thingy.. tat i love n want. damns..
"cope" this for someone's journal..materialistic items can only manage to keep you happy for a little while, after that the feeling slowly fades very very true!! but still.. i want my stuff!! earn some money.. n then see hows. tsk..

got this from friendster.. ayes.. mirdat?! hahahs


discover your inner candy heart @ quiz me
music playin': evanescence- my immortal

yEAa. got this song finally! *winks* so lazee to find it. hehs.. tHanxxie!! not goin out todae =(( cp's mom quite maddie todae? forced her to stay home.. cant go out.. paint e doors. haix.. nvm larhs. lucky she called in time! i was jus bout to take e keys n leave e hse man!! so so so.. tmr then go. dealin dae by dae. damn.

anws, my aunt or uncle shud come all e wae down to wherever my dad is or whoever e money is with wht. why mus we transfer e money over.. like so big shot huhs!.. who's e boss here. *heh* but if ure really sincere to get money or borrow whteva from pple u SHUD go all e wae down to wherever e person is rights? mann. i dont know la.

yahh found a new skin for fren. was bit messy. haha need big shifu to touch up. hahas.
HOORAY for sg's waterpolo!!! wahhas. they've got e first gold in e Vietname games!! cHeers to em. keep it up.. hahahs.

jus realised this morning tat i've got camp meetin this sun. which is MUSSS go.. doin publicity n learnin e instructor item! wHee hahahs. cool cool. so aud i'm so so so sorrie i cant join e amazin race aights.. but i'd go for ur service. for ur sake.. yapps. i'm gonna slp again i guess... yawnns. (: i'm sick aights.. (excuses) dunno.. drowsy med.. tsk tsk
music playin': stef sun- liao jie

hahas. great i'm still up at this time?!! wHeee hrs. =p hehs. did up 'fren's' blog. hahas. some lil boy? not really LIL thou. =) hehs. gREATt yipee. kaee of cos someone touch up e blog. tsk tsk.

well great great!.. feelin quite happy nows.. =D hahs. keepin it to myself. blehhs.*skips*
e gurls are comin back very very soon!!! yipee yeaa yeaa!!! but they'd prolly b too tired to go out yay? shall see how ltr. ;] wonder if they gained weight.. lost weight?.. skinnier.. aft e travelling.. hmmx. *sounds like a worried ah ma*

addin stuff to my blog.. so mostly peeps.. cud see bit diff yea?.. anyone need bloggie help or wht shit.. can ask me. hahas. kay lar. i cant do TAT well.. but least.. can help u guys start up with a blog first. =p then mayb can help ya.. in whteva tat i can. huhs. =) i'm so so kind hearted man! wahhahs.

aightss.. gotta go to bed!! i'm recovering!! temptation to steal choco from e fridge!! =p~. i'm slpin like jus nice 7 hrs.. nowadaes.. unlike pple who slp early but wakes up at 11am or wht..<--referrin to cp. =p but its okaee aights.. b4 i was sick.. i can slp for 10 hrs.. no worries. in another words in chi... for me.. -fan chang- those who noe.. u know wht it means.. think its unusual?.. isit? hahas.. aights.. zzzZZZZ gd niteys!!!

Thursday, December 04, 2003

got e crave for sushi.. yumms. but no one's free or arnd. nvms.. wait till e gurls are back or wht larhs.
goin to amk central ltr.. in e aftnoon?.. so lazee!! it's like so damn far away?! i gotta go to e mrt station to draw $.. then to e posb to deposit $.. then transfer $. so long-winded. mann this sux! torturin' me.. =s.. well mayb jus see wht "nice" thingy they have. amk's nth nice. hehs.. sportslink! xp.. yapps.

hmmx pri skl fren(aud) called me this aftnoon.. while i was still lazin on my bed. =p hehs. askin me to join her grp in her church for this game. some sort like amazing race. i jus played last week!! hehs. kkaee agreed. but still gotta see how my sickness goes. another pri skl fren is also goin. (= her church's city harvest. well. no comment bout tat church. jus join her for e morning service then play e game. tat's it. pray hard tat i'm not meetin those bitches from my skl. *woops!* thsoe gurls... tsk tsk.

jus took my med.. n prolly feelin drowsy very soon.. hahs. slp! then out i go.. brrr~ so cold n yet i'm goin out ltr. damn. =\
music playin': david gates- make it with you

well, fever's gettin a lil better. aft visitin e doc. e medicine made e cough out.. u noe.. it isnt stuck inside. rather i coughed out. which is good. but it hurts! hmmx. i'm sick n everyone's eatin choco.. biscuits.. n i cant!! arghhs. jus wanna eat sweets.. none at home.. damnn

goin to amk central tmr.. get my bus elec stamp n transfer some money thingy.. =) nth much to blog.. gonna slp soon..

Wednesday, December 03, 2003

music playin': hillsong- there is none like you

alright i'm sick okaee! -pouts- it sucks.. stupid me.. know i'm BITTTT sick.. went to eat spring chicken. now i'm feelin so restless n all shits. i want my marmie. kae wht e hell huhs? =\ temp went from 36.6degree to 38.5degree.. it isnt droppin much.. 38.1-38.5degrees.. arghhs.

gotta thanx my darlin bro.. he's not gonna read this, but still i love him loads!!! tsk. went to bed early.. arnd 12++am? early yea.. n asked him to make some icy towel.. he did. he had nv been tat sweet n all aights. love him =p supposingly to get me lunch n he forgot! nvms.. hahas.

this is my 2nd time fallin ill this yr!! damnn. e other time was durin skl lessons.. sick for 3 whole weeks! absent from skl for a week. =s And now? everyone's like really fallin ill lohhs.. wHYS?!! is there some sort of virus goin on?! not SARS definately! *winks*

forgot to sae sth ytsd.. bout cp's bf. dont care whether he's gonna see this. cp i'm sorrie if i'm bit mean n crude? try not to la huhs. start: jon, stop all ur farkin mood swingin n all. i think cp's like damn hell farkin gd to u le lohh. n ur mood swingin moods are so so damn ON!.. tat really suck up my gurl-fren's life! pls change urself.. it'd prolly b a better life. many of us may seem not to like ya. tat includes me.. but my gurl-fren's e one tat is sandwiched. my mouth's alwaes zipped.. nv wanna open my mouth bout jon or wht. jus get ya damn attitude change n dun b so SMALL GAS!.. ure a MAN.. or rather boy?! *roll eyes*

Tuesday, December 02, 2003

music playin': dido- white flag

kaee miss suli... hahah her fav song too =] tsk tsk.
am at cp's place now? she's playin her stupid harvest moon?! aft watch for bout a min. i think it's like CHAOOOO lame show larh okae. tat's why lama plays it! hahahs!
feed tiger.. suli's cat. guess wht. he allowed us to like pat it n all!! wahhas. wHee. guess he misses suli n her family's pattin n all. so we're like help em to 'sayang' him. anws.. we dont mind. kinda like him.. hehs. cats wht! he wanted to played with us.. but quite afraid of his claws.. cp ran off! haha i wanted.. then he got up n ran to e living room.. hahas. poor tiger.. =) such a cutie!
went 284 to eat e spring chicken. N yes AGAIN!! dint finish it all.. quite sick n full lahs.

gonna b 9!! so damn lazee to go home. accompanyin cp tmr.. kaee await for e return of e 2 princesses manns! suli n gloria. gurlss!!! quick get ur arses back here in SG!!!! both in mlysia! damnns. dunno if i can jus stay over.. see my parents lah. so jus sun bian go out together with tat "lama" hehs.. gurlfren!!!! ure gone for so long mann.. gloria's bdae's tmr!! jus wont b celebratin it with her.. prolly like when they both return.

happy 16th birthdae gloria!!!
jus grow taller enuff le arhs! wahhas. nono mayb jus stay tat wae. then my gurlfren su wud still b tat bit taller than glo! *winks*

tsk tsk. `mean. yay yay! i'm waitin n waitin for *ya*... jus hope ta catch ya online! hehs. i'm crazee ure gonna sae. =p hahahs. gawdd.. missing U... my darlinks gurlfrens! lalalala.. daes gonna pass quickly.. but no it doesnt. every sec min hrs, daes are like crawlin!! wAHHH drivin me nuts. (koo koo nuttie)
bLAHhh!!! siao le..gonna teach cp some stuff. stupid fool playin tat stupid game. ^roll eyes^
music playin': jay zhou- gui ji

jus got this song from dan. it's a very very nice song!!! hehs. pple shud listen to it. xp

aniwaes.. hmm think i'm fallin sick now. damn.. everyone arnd me is recoverin n i'm fallin ill! arghss hate it. some stupid flu.. tat gonna lead to either sore throat or cough?.. tat's my usual sickness somehow. this will lead to another. u noe. yeahh. hate it!! chop off my damn nosee!! somebody kill mee.. cant slp well. ewks! hate this feelin.

slpin quite soundly.. n it was already 12pm. dint wanna carry on lazin on my bed cos there's sth i wanna do. hehs. yepps. without even realisin that it was raining.. till i brought my dog for a walk.. quite a gd weather.. not tat thunder stormy thou'.

wht's tmr gonna b like i wonder.. not goin kayakin with e guys.. i'm like e only gurl? *shys* heh. n also my muscle ache hasnt much goin well.. so yea.. if can then i go find cp! tsk tsk. wanna go find a phone n walk arnd again? hahs. kayy gonna get some fOOd... =p~

Monday, December 01, 2003

back!!! wahhahs.. kaee. took like 5 huge bags of clothes n bags.. cousin's movin off.. so she gave it to us.
amazingly.. dad n mom's has reconciled?!! wheee. hahas. well, on e wae to cousin's place talkin bout dad's job. e women workin there are really bitch man!.. cos dad scolds em =x cos they are givin farkin attitude?! hahas. farnie larhh.

was playin n watchin ARE YOU HOT with nephew.. he's 7 this yr. this gurl.. in pink bikini came out.. wearin e undie quite 'high' up.. he opened his mouth =o n sat down.. followed by wolf whistle!! wahhahas!!! luffin at him manns.. wahhahs... he cant whistle!! he did e cartoon wae too.. wahas. he's hell corny.. cousin-in-law said cos they're have e same genes.. hahs! AGREE agree!

great time with him.. he was tryin to get his stupid sticky feet on any part of my body.. i'm tryin to run away?.. n also tryin to tie him down n "massage" his thigh! wahhahs. gdie gdie!! hehs

hmmmx gonna miss you*... sobs.. haiss..gone! sighsss.. awaiting for ur return! whee! cries.
gloria's goin off too. tat gurl.. nvm one larhs.. she's missing her bdae here. who cares right cp n su! wahhahas. bye gurl... go go go shoo!!! whahahs. miss suli... gurlfren!!!! get ur arse back here man! fridae!! hahahs. then we'd go find job okae.. i got lobang le!!!
kaee great.. am goin to cousin's place.. cousin-in-law's place too larhs.. cousin's bck from KL.. so visit her n also get some stuff n pass some stuff to cousin-in-law. i'm down with a flu!!! arghhs

hmm mizael's has got plan to go kayakin on wed. see who's interested.. hmmx jus pray e weather wont put this thingy off man! THEN i'd have leg, arm cramp?! wahhahs
music playin': b4-4-endlessly

aights.. below is a quiz i got from steffi, maya n now cp. so lazee to like send back to em or fwd it to others so jus do it here.. =)

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? teo ee ling vivian

2. WHAT COLOUR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING NOW? sn's blue shorts

3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? david gates-find me

4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE ? 1920

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? $1 laksa! =p~

6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE? pink!

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? seems tat its gonna rain..

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? bro

9.tHE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? build n skin tone

10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? cp?.. wht can i sae man. lame.. hahas

11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? okae.. aft slpin for 16hrs.. jus muscle ache

12.FAVOURITE DRINK? Qoo xp

13. FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? no perference. but prolly those low % ones. =p

14.FAVOURITE SPORT: swimming

15. HAIR COLOUR? black..copper brown.. bit red here n there

16. EYE COLOUR? brown? black? depends..

17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? nopes

18. SIBLINGS ? a younger bro.. 13

19. FAVOURITE MONTH? erhhs. act' everydae n mth is my fav.

20. FAVOURITE FOOD? st nix mee tai mak! =p

21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? wishing stairs.. quite a stupid/corny show?.. dont rmbr much bout it now.

22. FAVOURITE DAYS OF THE YEAR? everydae is my fav =)

23. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? depends.. whether who's tat person to me.. xp.. N whether is a guy or
gurl. gurl no prob man!.. hehs.. guy.. erhhs. hees

24. DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING MOVIES BETTER? both!

25. DO YOU LIKE SUMMER OR WINTER BEST? summer...

26. HUGS OR KISSES? huggies!!

27. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? relationships

28. CHOCO OR VANILLA: choco

29. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? up to em..doesnt matter

30. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? no one...

31.WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? dont know..

32. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? slp, net.... tv, town, eat.. net... slp!-piggie's arrangement

33. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? amy n isabelle

34. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME? monopoly?! hahhas

35. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? slp!

36 FAVOURITE SMELLS? famous amos cookiess!!

37 WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? usually i dont wake up in e morning.. hahah but first thing is my HP!!! wahahhas